Man I have been asking! Constantly! I have been trying to outsource and talk to people and I'm working with people. Nikkari's asking the dead and we're getting some information from them but it's not enough time. I tried to loop everyone in and your fucking higher-ups didn't like it. What else am I supposed to do?
[If he sounds mildly hysterical it might be because he is and also he's still really Unsettled about this entire conversation.] Can I do a task to talk to the other side, too? Do I just start breaking into rooms alone because we're running out of time? Why does it feel like even though we can't make the same mistakes this isn't the right answer?
[Ah. Don't like that! He claps Junpei's hand with both of his own now, squeezing in an attempt to be reassuring. Which, uh, will probably not be as effective given how terrible this conversation has been so far... But it's the thought that counts?]
Listen to me, okay? You're on the right track. Keep doing what you've been doing so far, and things will work out. I promise.
[It like sort of helps except now he has two clammy hands holding his which probably is a little weird but it's fine? They're fine. He's busy reining in his own emotions to refocus but six weeks and a whole lot of bullshit really adds up after a while.]
We have seven ritual items, a ritual that might not even work, and a note that says "there's no fourth." I don't know what I'm even supposed to think right now.
[...he looks at his hand in Carlos's.] ...you never answered again. [About?] Would sleeping with you net answers to help us help you guys?
[That's. A plus. And so he stares at their hands because somehow that's easier. Also I just remembered he never zipped his jeans up so that's fine.]
...what if I just want to anyway? [Carlos is 100% free to say no, but he figures he should also make it a little more obvious that he's been interested outside of sleeping with him for answers. Somehow Junpei has accumulated an alt-timeline fianceé, a fox wife, a side sword, a temporary boyfriend, and...whatever this is. If it's anything. It's a mess but whatever.]
[i forgot about junpei's unzipped jeans so ig he's just been halfway on carlos' lap with his unzipped hands while holding hands. fellas, is it gay?
Which is to say, Carlos is pausing, rapidly glancing up at his face as if to make sure he heard him right. Once a moment passes and Junpei doesn't say sike!!, Carlos huffs out a laugh, looking down at their hands again.]
Then I guess it'd be your lucky day.
[... That's a yes. It took them six hecking weeks to get here again because they are both FOOLS.]
[I know you meant pants but "unzipped hands" is really fucking funny, also because I hate you this feels like a trap. That is to say...Junpei does relax a little, a huff of laughter escaping even if it's not entirely amused and he rests his forehead on Carlos's shoulder.
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...funny how you were the first and you're going to be one of the lasts. [He still has a free hand that's not super shy about inching for Carlos's waistband.] ...there're no consequences for either of us if we do this, are there?
[He doesn't want to be draining host power or anything, basically.]
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[Hm.]
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Glances away.]
I can't give you any straight answers, Junpei.
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...then tell me how I can get them. [...] Please. How do you know we won't make the same mistakes? You just asked me what happened to the last hosts.
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[So, haha. That's that.]
Just... Trust me when I say you can't make the same mistakes.
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[If he sounds mildly hysterical it might be because he is and also he's still really Unsettled about this entire conversation.] Can I do a task to talk to the other side, too? Do I just start breaking into rooms alone because we're running out of time? Why does it feel like even though we can't make the same mistakes this isn't the right answer?
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[Ah. Don't like that! He claps Junpei's hand with both of his own now, squeezing in an attempt to be reassuring. Which, uh, will probably not be as effective given how terrible this conversation has been so far... But it's the thought that counts?]
Listen to me, okay? You're on the right track. Keep doing what you've been doing so far, and things will work out. I promise.
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We have seven ritual items, a ritual that might not even work, and a note that says "there's no fourth." I don't know what I'm even supposed to think right now.
[...he looks at his hand in Carlos's.] ...you never answered again. [About?] Would sleeping with you net answers to help us help you guys?
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He'll stare at their hands, too, before shaking his head.]
... No, not for the answers you want right now.
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...what if I just want to anyway? [Carlos is 100% free to say no, but he figures he should also make it a little more obvious that he's been interested outside of sleeping with him for answers. Somehow Junpei has accumulated an alt-timeline fianceé, a fox wife, a side sword, a temporary boyfriend, and...whatever this is. If it's anything. It's a mess but whatever.]
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Which is to say, Carlos is pausing, rapidly glancing up at his face as if to make sure he heard him right. Once a moment passes and Junpei doesn't say sike!!, Carlos huffs out a laugh, looking down at their hands again.]
Then I guess it'd be your lucky day.
[... That's a yes. It took them six hecking weeks to get here again because they are both FOOLS.]
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Finally...]
...funny how you were the first and you're going to be one of the lasts. [He still has a free hand that's not super shy about inching for Carlos's waistband.] ...there're no consequences for either of us if we do this, are there?
[He doesn't want to be draining host power or anything, basically.]